Received: July 27, 2009 at 10:37 am
“Its funny cause every time I dream I take him back I hate it and am miserable. He would have killed me with his negativity and shittiness. Thanks for bein a hoe”
Date: August 3, 2009 at 8:44 am
Subject: Dear _____
“our phones hate each other. that is dumb. they need to start getting along because you’re too far away. i’ll have a talk with mine if you have a talk with yours.
as for your ACTUAL problems, you’re going to be fine. and i know that you know that. and i know it’s a really crap situation and i know that you just want to figure it all out right now so you can move in some kind of direction without feeling weighed down. and if you can find a way to do, i think you totally should.
but honestly (and i know this is going to sound impossible to do), i think you should push both of them as far out of your head as possible, just for a little while, and focus on YOU. (you without them, to be specific.)
you just entered into this brand spankin’ new phase of your life so immerse yourself completely in it! you’ve got a whole library to look through, and a bunch of friends to make, and a new apartment to beautify, and The Time Traveler’s Wife to start, and orientation to go through, and classes to focus on. don’t miss out on it, okay?
speaking from experience as someone who has focused too much on boys to really appreciated where she is… it’s dumb and it sucks when you look back on it and realize you were “that girl.”
anyway, I LOVE YOU. have fun at orientation and make tons of new friends that aren’t quite as good as me. :)”
Received: November 10, 2009 at 5:32 pm
“My parents gave me fifty bucks for my bday. I’ll save it if u want to go to the casino again. The plan is i turn it into a hundred and take u to olive garden :-)”